So, I’ve started smoking again with all the stuff that’s going on and stopped excersizing. Still losing weight though, weird but cool. I’ve decided that I’m going to stop smoking and really start getting in shape. Granted I’ve already lost about 70-75 lbs. depending on the day, but I could still stand to lost another 40 or so. So here’s what I decided.
I’m going to stop smoking and not start again. I can’t count how many times I’ve stopped and then started the next day. Not this time. I’m going to stop for good so I can actually breathe deeply and get some good oxygen into me.
Next, I’m going to stick to my diet. It’s my own version of weight watchers. Eat lots of fiber, little fat, and fewer calories. I’m a big believer in the calories in vs. calories out philosophy. So, I need you people around me to hold me to this. Don’t let me “give in” to the pizza because it’s there. Tell me to go make some tuna or black beans. I really want to get into good shape not just slimmer. I’m also going to enlist the help of one of my friends to work out with me at the gym. So I’m going to be eating better, and really working off the areas that I don’t want. Maybe even lose my Manboobs that I’ve had all my life. I like boobs, but not my own (just in case anyone was wondering).
Finally, I’m really going to start pursuing a career. Once this vacation is over, I’m going to enroll in Penn Foster Cabinetry and Furniture making program and start to build a career. I’ve never been one for school, but I need to get an actual career and not just a job. I love Chili’s, but I can’t do it for much longer. I’ve reached as high as I’m going to reach there.
So this is my new plan. This is the direction I’m going to be taking and so the next time you see me, ask me what I’m doing to achieve these goals. Accountability is everything to me. I need people talking to me and keeping me on track.
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