So I just got back from California. I had a blast. It was incredible to see all of my family from my mom’s side. It’s been about 5 years or maybe more since I’ve seen all of them together. What a great experience. I was there for my cousin’s wedding which was the most beautiful and extravagent wedding I’ve ever been to. It was incredible.
It was also one of the hardest things I’ve had to endure yet. It wasn’t anything to do with the service. It was reliving my wedding. It absolutely broke my heart to relive the vows. They are the true joining of 2 people and the vows of honoring God and each other through the rest of their lives. Not only that, but when my uncle Richard was giving his daughter to Sean. It killed me. I saw the Love coming out of Sean. I felt it. It was the same Love I had for Danielle at our wedding. I remembered the jitters, the excitement, anxiousness and the overwhelming feeling of “this is the best day of my life”. All of that came over me and I couldn’t help but just bawl. I want that so bad right now. I want to be able to re-live that experience. I can’t though. It’s done and over with. I couldn’t keep my composure. I was soo happy for them and soo frustrated with my situation. Weddings are so sacred.
Thank God my family was there. They really helped me get through it. I was overjoyed for my cousin Steph and her new hubby Sean. They are amazing people and it’s truly a blessing to know them both. I wish you a lifetime of happiness.
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